Tired. Work sucks all the energy out of me, but I try and hang on and things are looking brighter. Personal life also draining me a little at the moment, but that also looking brighter. Maybe the tiredness is a reaction, backfire, to all the stress I've been through, both mentally and physically, the last months. When I think back at it, it's insane that I've managed to still be standing.

It is for me insane how much I love my Tobias, the light in my life. How he can fill my mind and soul every day. How incredible he is, what an amazing person he is. I can't imagine living my life without him as it is now, I cant force that image up, he keeps stepping in.